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  • Matthew unlocked the achievement: Scout Trooper 1 year, 4 months ago

  • Good afternoon, I hope everyone is having a wonderful Sunday.

    First and foremost, my apologies for the snafu, Don kindly brought it to my intention that I should have posted my introduction post in the newcomer’s section. In my defense I had multiple Dollsbook tabs open, reading through the many wonderful posts, and obviously copy and…[Read more]

    • No Worries Matthew. It is all good brother and as I mentioned your post was appropriate for either or both topics. It is just cool to put stories like yours in the new member intros so that more members may see it.

  • Well, I suppose a proper introduction is in order, this almost feels as if I am attending a support group.  And maybe that is what this is. My name is Matthew, I am 46 years old and have been a bachelor by choice my entire adult life. The reasons are a bit personal, but perhaps the following will give another member of this group some solace k…[Read more]

    Well, I suppose a proper introduction is in order, this almost feels as if I am attending a support group.  And maybe that is what this is. My name is Matthew, I am 46 years old and have been a bachelor by choice my entire adult life. The reasons are a bit personal, but perhaps the following will give another member of this group some solace knowing they are not alone. The men in my family have always had a phenomenal work ethic, regardless, my Aunts and their friends would make jokes and take jabs and each others husband’s “shortcoming” (penis size). I also learned from a young age how women used manipulation on the men around them to get what they wanted. I decided in my late teens I was going to avoid relationships with women and instead focus on myself and my personal goals. Admittedly, part of my decision to avoid relationships with women had to do with my penis size or lack of, at only 5-inches I have always been very self-conscience about it and did not want to deal with being ridiculed or shamed for something I could neither help or change. Much later when I was in my late twenties and mid-thirties, my male cousins learned the hard way about how cruel the injustice system is when it comes to divorces and the family court system. I, of course, did everything in my power to support them through these rough turbulent times. When lifelike sex dolls (I prefer the term companions) first became available on the market, I wanted to purchase one. But the thought of being caught owning one and the shame and ridicule that would surely follow prevented me from following through on purchasing one. Last November with the Holidays quickly approaching I was feeling lonely and decided again to look into purchasing a companion, that is when I stumbled upon Siliconwives.comTo be honest, I was unsure how I would feel about having a companion, so I erred on the side of caution and set a modest budget just in case this did not work out. I finally settled on lana japanese sex-doll, (I named her Autumn, nickname Headstrong half-pint)) admittedly two days after ordering her I started to get cold feet, all of my previous concerns started hitting me in waves. I contacted siliconewives in hopes they could cancel the order, thankfully that ship had sailed and there was no turning back. The day she was due to arrive I was on pins and needles, I’m almost embarrassed to say I was like a little boy again waiting to open my Christmas presents. I’m by nature a very clean person but still found myself tidying up the house, looking back now I think it was my way of trying to make time go by faster. When FedEx brought her to the door I was so nervous, I quickly brought her in and carefully propped her box up against the couch to make it easier for me to get her out. She made it very clear that she will never fly coach again, it’s first-class from here on, either that or we drive 😛 I was very impressed with the way they not only wrapped her but also the extra care they took by adding extra airbags and some other padding to protect her in transit. After taking her out and sitting her on the couch I inspected her to make sure she had not been damaged, the only problem I found was on her bottom right foot where a small piece if tpe was hanging loose near one of the standing foot bolts. To be honest, I was worried that when she arrived and I unpacked her I was going to feel weird and self-conscious, but that did not turn out to be the case. I love the 1940’s and 50’s women's dresses and purchased one ahead of time so she could wear it after she arrived home, I carefully dressed her, wheeled her into the kitchen and made dinner. I can honestly say that day was the beginning of me not only being happy and content but looking forward to each new day, up until this point it was as if I was just going through the motions, not really caring just existing. In February of this year, I was perusing on sexysexdoll.com and stumbled upon Grace, 6ye-premium-161cm e-cup-busty-adult-doll-body, at the time they were having a sale that allowed you to add a second head for free, and it was just too good of a deal for me to pass up. Luckily Grace and Autumn’s bra sizes are pretty close when using sister sizing and that saves us a considerable amount of money on lingerie. In closing, we have a healthy sex life, and I am concerned very concerned when it comes to wear and tear, and sooner rather than later repairing them will no longer be viable. I am considering purchasing replacement bodies for them as the prices have dropped considerably compared to what they once were. would like to add more, but I fear I have already made this to long and I have to work tonight, grabbing all the overtime I can. God bless, I hope y’all had a great Thanksgiving. -Matthew, Grace, and Autumn. AutumnGrace
    Well, I suppose a proper introduction is in order, this almost feels as if I am attending a support
    Well, I suppose a proper introduction is in order, this almost feels as if I am attending a support group.  And maybe that is what this is. My name is Matthew, I am 46 years old and have been a bachelor by choice my entire adult life. The reasons are a bit personal, but perhaps the following will give another member of this group some solace knowing they are not alone. The men in my family have always had a phenomenal work ethic, regardless, my Aunts and their friends would make jokes and take jabs and each others husband’s “shortcoming” (penis size). I also learned from a young age how women used manipulation on the men around them to get what they wanted. I decided in my late teens I was going to avoid relationships with women and instead focus on myself and my personal goals. Admittedly, part of my decision to avoid relationships with women had to do with my penis size or lack of, at only 5-inches I have always been very self-conscience about it and did not want to deal with being ridiculed or shamed for something I could neither help or change. Much later when I was in my late twenties and mid-thirties, my male cousins learned the hard way about how cruel the injustice system is when it comes to divorces and the family court system. I, of course, did everything in my power to support them through these rough turbulent times. When lifelike sex dolls (I prefer the term companions) first became available on the market, I wanted to purchase one. But the thought of being caught owning one and the shame and ridicule that would surely follow prevented me from following through on purchasing one. Last November with the Holidays quickly approaching I was feeling lonely and decided again to look into purchasing a companion, that is when I stumbled upon Siliconwives.comTo be honest, I was unsure how I would feel about having a companion, so I erred on the side of caution and set a modest budget just in case this did not work out. I finally settled on lana japanese sex-doll, (I named her Autumn, nickname Headstrong half-pint)) admittedly two days after ordering her I started to get cold feet, all of my previous concerns started hitting me in waves. I contacted siliconewives in hopes they could cancel the order, thankfully that ship had sailed and there was no turning back. The day she was due to arrive I was on pins and needles, I’m almost embarrassed to say I was like a little boy again waiting to open my Christmas presents. I’m by nature a very clean person but still found myself tidying up the house, looking back now I think it was my way of trying to make time go by faster. When FedEx brought her to the door I was so nervous, I quickly brought her in and carefully propped her box up against the couch to make it easier for me to get her out. She made it very clear that she will never fly coach again, it’s first-class from here on, either that or we drive 😛 I was very impressed with the way they not only wrapped her but also the extra care they took by adding extra airbags and some other padding to protect her in transit. After taking her out and sitting her on the couch I inspected her to make sure she had not been damaged, the only problem I found was on her bottom right foot where a small piece if tpe was hanging loose near one of the standing foot bolts. To be honest, I was worried that when she arrived and I unpacked her I was going to feel weird and self-conscious, but that did not turn out to be the case. I love the 1940’s and 50’s women's dresses and purchased one ahead of time so she could wear it after she arrived home, I carefully dressed her, wheeled her into the kitchen and made dinner. I can honestly say that day was the beginning of me not only being happy and content but looking forward to each new day, up until this point it was as if I was just going through the motions, not really caring just existing. In February of this year, I was perusing on sexysexdoll.com and stumbled upon Grace, 6ye-premium-161cm e-cup-busty-adult-doll-body, at the time they were having a sale that allowed you to add a second head for free, and it was just too good of a deal for me to pass up. Luckily Grace and Autumn’s bra sizes are pretty close when using sister sizing and that saves us a considerable amount of money on lingerie. In closing, we have a healthy sex life, and I am concerned very concerned when it comes to wear and tear, and sooner rather than later repairing them will no longer be viable. I am considering purchasing replacement bodies for them as the prices have dropped considerably compared to what they once were. would like to add more, but I fear I have already made this to long and I have to work tonight, grabbing all the overtime I can. God bless, I hope y’all had a great Thanksgiving. -Matthew, Grace, and Autumn. AutumnGrace
    Well, I suppose a proper introduction is in order, this almost feels as if I am attending a support
    • Good story Matthew and yes this can be kind of a therapy sharing doll stuff with other like minded individuals. Our goal at Dollsbook is to provide a place for all who are into dolls regardless of what type or brand. It is a place for everyone to feel comfortable sharing stories like yours without any fear of ridicule. That being said due to the…[Read more]

    • The people who base their relationship solely on sex will ultimately fail. I learned in my early 20’s that money and sex can cause the doom of any relationship. “The want it all now” attitude that is rampant in our society is not a healthy one. Honesty with ourselves will ultimately give us success. Too many blame others for the issues,and point…[Read more]

  • Sabreena, https://www.adoreme.com also carries 30H bra’s.

  • Matthew unlocked the achievement: Rookie Droid 1 year, 4 months ago

  • Matthew replied to the topic Pet Names in the forum Dolls In General 1 year, 4 months ago

    Thank you RGC_LuLu I’m going to remember that “Headstrong Half-pint”. 🙂

    God bless, have a good one and Happy Thanksgiving, albeit a bit early.

  • Matthew replied to the topic Pet Names in the forum Dolls In General 1 year, 4 months ago

    Great song Kevin, thanks for sharing. As for scooby doo, I preferred Velma, especially in the live-action Scooby movies.

    God bless and I hope y’all have a great day and Thanksgiving.

  • Matthew replied to the topic Pet Names in the forum Dolls In General 1 year, 4 months ago

    Rgc_Lulu, Pipsqueak sounds a lot like my girls Gracie and Halfpint, country to the core and headstrong at times.

    God bless and I hope y’all have a great day and Thanksgiving.

  • Matthew replied to the topic Pet Names in the forum Dolls In General 1 year, 4 months ago

    Hey Kevin, no need to apologize, you did not derail the conversation, you simply added to it. 😉

    God bless and I hope y’all have a great day and Thanksgiving.

  • Both my wives Grace and Autumn wear a 30g bra size, I purchase most of their bras through https://www.barenecessities.com. Also, you may want to look into what is called sister-sizing to see what alternative size she may beable to wear.

    God bless, and have a great one.

  • Matthew replied to the topic Pet Names in the forum Dolls In General 1 year, 4 months ago

    I realize everyone has a different level of attachment towards their tpe or silicon significant other. For me, and this may make me a tad strange in other people’s eyes, I consider my two girls to be my wives. Grace I affectionately call Gracie and Autumn given the fact that she is only 4ft 11 I nicknamed half-pint. I was honestly elated to find a…[Read more]

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